The morning pages

Well, The Artist's Way seems to have passed me by. I don't seem connected to much artistic at all right now.

Doing the film "Strings", which is interesting. Doing some weddings, documentaries, editing and such. But I don't feel as though I'm doing anything like the amount of work that I really envisioned for myself now. Where are the several projects, the film I'm directing, the film I'm writing and such?

I feel quite disconnected from the creative process, really. Whatever it is I want to do, anyway.

I know what's at the root of it: self consciousness, and lack of direction. I don't feel really engaged by enough. And I'm not sure what will engage me in the way I really want to be engaged.